Friday, February 14, 2014

Cancer

Cancer, cancer
Please stop this fight
I have a plan here
To end our plight

I know you're strong
Killing cells-white
But you are wrong
To be taking lives

Why don't you stop
This stupid game
And peace-adopt
So both-remain

Cancer, cancer
Please go away
You're not the answer
You cause us pain

Don't you realize
That you kill yourselves
Part of you dies
When you kill, those cells

It's a viscous circle
We're both caught in
As deaths observing
Through its own sin

Cancer, cancer
We don't need you
Become a dancer
And show love-true

Thanks for your time
We enjoyed company
Please take this rhyme
And again, be free

You guys are great
We've loved the ride
Let's clean the slate
And live love-inside

Cancer, cancer
We love you so
Find love-sincere
And with us grow

I grace you with
A kiss goodnight
In sleep dismiss
All urge to fight

It's early dismissal
The teachings done
Just become a thistle
Go poke-someone

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Hidden Knowledge

I once didn't want to look in the mirror
I hated who I was in this world
I was disappointed in what I saw
But then I realized, it's never gonna be better
I started to see beauty, I never realized
You have to accept what you are
Forget about what you were
Be happy with what you are-you are alive
For staying alive, my love is waiting
Know that any of your worst fears, may happen
Realize that, you don't want them to happen
And forget about the silly notion
That fear would overcome-the love waiting for you
Have you ever opened your eyes to love
I'd love to share with you-your own beauty
I could love you, enough for both of us
Without you needing to do anything
There's beauty in you, even if you don't see it
I would


Love walks the edge
It becomes the ledge
When you know
And share your
KNOWLEDGE
           O
           V
           E


Let's me see the edge
So we can know the love

How can I know
Your edge
If you don't tell me
I just won't
I'd know only my love
Let our love
Become the ledge
So we can
Bring knowledge
We need

You Should, I Won't, I Will, I Could Never

You Should:
Be respectful, so we can be respected
Be poised, for you are my equilibrium
Be a good student, so we can be a good teachers
Be a good person, because I see that you are
Be imperfect, we all are-without each other
Be the person you want, for that is what I want
Complain about anything, how else would I see
Keep your beliefs, embrace mine, if you want
Never betray yourself, and do not ask it of me

I won't:
Complain about bad habits, because I have them too
Criticize your failures, because I see strength in persistence
Ever stop looking for new, and beautiful things about you
Set you up for failure, because that would be my failure
Lie to you, I know you're strong enough to hear the truth
Be overbearing with my voice, yours is just as important
Force you to do anything, I don't want to be forced

I Will:
Congratulate you when you do a good job, and when you don't
Help you see where you went wrong, you'll do better next time
Be happy all the time, you won't anger me-if you don't get angry
Listen to what you say-be willing to help me hear, and understand
Let you guide, I'll always walk beside, with my guidance
Bring you to your limits, so our life can be limitless
Laugh at our mistakes, for they are our perfections-yet to find

I Could Never:
Scream, there's no reason to, if anything, I'd rather you scream at me
Hurt you, because that would hurt more then hurting myself
Try to make you cry, because I'd cry with you, it feels better to be happy
Keep asking things of you, I'll ask nothing of you more then twice
Criticize your mistakes, I'll be there to help correct them
Expect you to be amazing everyday, because that makes me more amazing
Expect anything, because I like encountering the unexpected
Form a judgement, on things you can't control,
I'll try to help you gain control
Expect you to do everything, I'll do everything I can for you
Force you to do anything, I'll be there when you find what you do want to do
Make you what I want, because you are everything I want
Push you over the edge, because I don't want to lose you
Leave you in distress, my smile will always be there to help

Walking the Edge

Come with me
Walk the ledge
We won't fall
We'll fly instead

Trust in me
Take my hand
We're not perfect-but
We will stand

From each other
We will grow
My helping hand
Is yours-to show

Kill the Karma

Karma is a form, of self torment
Break the norm, feel the pain sent
We learn from pain, we don't have to live it
To know the gain, we just have to realize it

When living through the heart, feel both sides
What better time to start, then right now
Don't attach yourself to action-good or bad
We all live within our shadow, let's not be sad

Live, and let things go-do not judge
Love, and learn-get out of the mud
Don't hold yourself down, for something done or not
Don't sit and frown, just give it your best shot

There is no higher power, to come save us
We have to come together, in love and trust
We must forgive ourselves, not just each other
There's no one-hidden, behind a shutter

The Kiva

The sacred kiva, a place of inner reflection
It is my mirror, of this lives recollections
Showing me medicine, as I search for my place
Gifts that are given-help, to understand grace

It shows me my piece, of a puzzle-to complete
A road to enlighten, is a great road to meet
A confirmation of trust, between heart and mind
As realizations are thrust, in hopes to change time

The attitude I hold, in this world left a part
Inner-peace to be told, as I'm sharing my art
I write you my poetry, as if I was smoking a pipe
My gratitude to show thee, as we light up the night

Honoring all creation, no tobacco unsmoked
Spiritual communion, sent through the smoke
My prayer through living, in truth as I stand
Showing power through giving, withholding demands

Maintaining one-ness, my journey to success
I release with kindness, the tools to un-mask
The wheel of time, is spinning though me
Im baring what I am, so I can come back-to me

Respecting all gifts, spawns an intuitive sense
Answers are given, when my heart is content
All matter has spirit, connecting life energy
No need to fear it, just make it a memory

Visions of my relations, from bits of dried cedar
A way to illumination, nature sacrificed from fire
The roots I've created, for life to survive
By defining relations, a design-to devise

My Drop of Wisdom

Many traditions, are lost to the past
Most I don't know, though some cross my path
One just encountered, caught my gaze
One where sacred possessions, we're given away

Called a potlatch, from native teachings
'Twas to detach, from material needings
Disregarded, by the American man
Equality in life, was their demand

About releasing-to lose physical attachments
Giving things unwanted-considered a  sacrilege
If something was not utilized, it could be taken back
Is love's the same-and not accepted, should you turn your back?

Love not easily shown, has been my problem
I need it known, before I can do more shoppin'
If she doesn't realize, my love was real
Then-complete, is something, I'd never feel

Walking From Love

My heart turns away, a tear for my first love
I really can't stay, but-I'll watch from above
Don't you believe, in the love I feel
I need you to see, that it was real

She thinks I'll wait, like times of past
But mark this date, because it was my last
I'm tired of leaving, then coming back
If she want me around, she'd better ask

In my life-you were, the brightest star
It made me forget, and heal the scars
I think I'll move on-forget about your heart
I'll live my dawn, with love from the start

My Love

I loved you in the beginning, I'll love you till the end
Please do forgive me-my love, let's start again
Though you will not say it, I hear your heart aloud
Softly singing love, please-will you listen now?

Know-I will not beg, nor will I ask it of you
Even with one leg, my love remains-still true
Won't you please-just listen, to your heart inside
For you I have risen, from the many tears I've cried

Heavens doors now open, please don't run away
Lest your heart be broken, left to rue this day
Don't miss this chance, please come take my hand
With me-forever dance, as we'd-together, make a stand

I once told you, that I had no regrets
That was true, until the day you left
Hear my heart sing, in anothers' song
That's the love I bring, a love that is-that strong

My First Love

My first love, will always be my best
Her place above, any-and all the rest
Though-I let her go, I'll never forget
Things I couldn't show, left inside my chest

Her smile is brighter, then any sunrise
Loves memories-trapped, within her eyes
Her penetrating gaze, stalled of my advance
Led to-many days, left lulling in a trance

Then she found another, my love would not compete
I would not smother-his love, nor lead it to defeat
I said I loved her, but it was too late
I had a love, that did-procrastinate


My heart is always hers, she's fills all my desire
Her spark-was the first, the reason for my fire
Many years have past, her absence lingers
Left alone-to last; shattering to splinters

From my view, love is not between the two
Though she's married, I feel their loves-untrue
If I were to see, through love defined in mind
Their love-remains, to be, masking love inside

I don't claim to know, love between them hidden
From feelings that showed, a lie she was living
I know her heart hurts, from the love we never shared
I just want it known, I will, and have always cared

Empowerment

I hold your paper airplane, with the spark in me
Written beauty remains, as I gently set it free
My love written-in, above the world to glide
Freeing us from sin, we built on the inside

I don't wanna write my life, I wanna be my life
I have no control, of what I need to be
God gave me soul,  to help all see
I don't want power in my world
I want my world to empower me

An eye for an eye, makes the whole world blind
An I for an I, let's the whole world see
Grant us a third eye, so all can be free
What a gift!?!...that would be

Homosexuality

Your perception is skewed , I am not gay
I'd much love-a woman, so sweet-with their sway
Their beautiful dresses, and wonderful curves
They are Beaty in nature, and I am allured

This is obviously one, who's made some wrong choices
I'm gonna change my name, to not-mix up voices
The duke of nature, is what I'll be called
From here on in, as your tears slowly fall

Sex is between, a man and woman
It's good to come clean-and start learning
If you have these thoughts, admit and let go
Or you'll remain caught, in circles of woe

A New Day

The sun rises, as in days once before
Open-heavens eyes, awake on my shore
For the "I" that I AM, I birth a tear
In heaven you'll stand-our hearts being near

I construct a palace, to contain the books
You, the librarian-will write of what hurts
My blood as the ink, our pains left on show
Staining white sheets, with memories of woe

Behind rose-hip lips, our new day is dawning
One built on stories, of pains we we're gnawing
Senseless grief, always keeping us back
Scars on our skin, ourselves-we attacked

On hopeful shores, we shall finally share
As my wind blows, we'll all start to care
Let strife be gone, the pains we'd "bear"
Through ONE great star, comes a powerful flare

Now-can I get some rest, the road has been long
Have I passed-the test, is it a worthy dawn?
Can we now start singing, your heavenly song.
Once again know, the "right from the "wrong"...

Hells Dove

Do not ask, just accept...and know it
There is a roadmap...walking backwards
In what I've written
Accept my words as truth
Laugh at the foolishness of those that won't
Give sympathy to those that do
Give 3 chances for acceptance
...
I would suggest dove wings
Hopefully my future self will fill in what I can't
Hell's dove, is your faith in grace
Do not fear in the night
Feel the day that is in thee
Ask questions
Hear the answers
Give more sympathy, as long as questions are asked
Hell's Dove is to receive my heart, trapped in a cage
Hopeful hands-give thee keys to my future hopes heart
Never fear what you see
Never punish yourself for something you didn't see
Give all you can
If you would punish yourself
That is love you must give unto others
If you trust my love, you shall be forgiven
If you are forgiven, you will grow the wings, you knew you always could

Wings

Something is wrong, it doesn't feel right
For yet in your future, you're concealing strife
The stone of your deeds, still hides in you
Let the stone sink-yet, remember too

Riley Erin Bennett, and the "I" that is me
I now assemble a fountain, flowing through thee
Flowing through-waters, of the holy seretonin sea
So we may be forgiven for sins-yet to be
For I am hell's dove, in nightmares some see
But-that's not what, I would choose to be

Let the future sleep, for its time will come
Forget cliffs-so steep, there really are none
It's all in your mind, expectations to be
There is no time, in the place that we seek

I would not fight, my love that now hides
For he is my light, that's now left inside
Trust my love, and take of my hand to be
As we sail away, to heavenly lands

I give my light back, the wings he brought
So once again, I find what Is sought
For in him-withheld...a life I have lived
One where I did live,and filled up the holes

There are two people on this earth
One looks ahead, the other behind
One to regret, and one to guide
One will show, the other will hide
Let us glow-here, side by side

My Pain

What do you fear, what pain do you hide?
For you I'm here, for tears you have cried
What end can it give, cutting yourself?
I want you to live, stop living this hell

Give me your knife, come scar MY skin
For you are my life, a love left to win
You make me bleed, watching you fall
I really need-you standing for all

See all the beauty, you're flawless inside
It is your duty, to love ALL-and shine
If you need my love, then that, I will share
My strength from above, will always be there

A New Start

Hello?
Is anyone there?
Do you love me?
Do you care?
Have I done well?
Do I stand?
What's become me?
On your land?
Do we fly?
Do we sing?
I wonder why,
You say-nothing?

My memory is fickle, but it-I do trust
As tears slowly trickle, I'll die if I must
You're better then me, my beauty apart
I hope that you see, you are my start

All where a mask, at least for a time
In-lies our task, to search and define
Most try to build, a face to become
Mine I have killed, to show a new sun

Please do show, share me your light
I'm left blind here, you are my sight
All that I've been, all that I am
For you-I'm keen, to start once again

Release the Hen

I hate to ask, I do not beg
I need some cash, or help-instead
Could you spare, a dime or two
For the time-I've spent with you

To page I've bled, compassion-to truth
My minds my passion, searching aloof
I need your love, in what way you give
To unlock the coop, and release the hen

Give to me-through my faith
For she did guide, myself to fate
We just need-a helpful hand
Become the crutch, that helps us stand

Man-oh man,  my love must show
Through my world, to help all grow
Hopeful hands, unlock the door
The hen is free, forever-more

Come dance with me, enjoy the night
So all can see, and become the light
Let us laugh, and let us play
On hope filled shores-we see the day

Give your light, to my darkness
As we start this, we realize
We are one, on attack
I'm the one, reflecting back

Confrontation

Force of heaven, reverse my lies
Create creation, with all ties.
Perceptional severance, self defined
Perpetual reverence-revelations divine

O what a feeling, why do I rhyme?
I'm kept at bay here-for the time
Trust me my virtues, as yourself
I'll not hurt you, with pain I've dealt

In me the passion, opposition recognized
Self manufacture, amidst the lies
Trust Me; my knowledge, I'll lead the way
When-we are back here, we'll do it again

The Breath

Breathe in, to breathe out
Realize sin, to come about
Contractional expansion, emancipated self
Conceptual refraction-things left on a shelf

My faith my guide, to lead me home
In you I hide, to you atone
Reflect you back, your love to see
As I attack, t'was meant to be

Don't leave me, come fly away
As we're conceiving-this life to stay
Your the breath, I'm the gasp
Take my death, as your grasp

One

I'm your savior, put me down
Let me lay here-take your crown
Shoot the bullet, seal my fate
Nothing to it, feel your pain

Show me torture, destroy yourself
You're left hurt here, with hurt-you've dealt
Take the knife, reflect both sides
Reverse the strife, reveal sublime

Where the sky, meets the ground
With my fly, greet your sound
One collection, one mind
Simple perfection, love to find

Your Beauty

The love I've never had, a love that's always been
It's stuck inside my head, this love I've never seen
Have I left it in the past, or in futures hopeful arms
Both were meant to last, but yet-seem split in parts

Thanks for the strength, that you have given me
Your truth-I have drank, and with it been set free
It's now time-I think, to let go of the pain
Let the stone sink, and realize what we've gained

I'll always be there, should you ever need a hand
I can't help but care-you'll be a life long friend
Such sublime beauty, you are my brightest star
A brilliant mind to me, forever-KNOW-you are!

The Best Part of Me

The best part of you, is the base of my rhyme
Your tune unsubdued, is my finish-behind
You give the spark, to-ignite my soul
Without you being part-I'd never be whole

You are the silence, that gives me a voice
When nothing is there, you are my choice
You are the space, that fills up my void
Without your trace, I'd have no  point

You give the lungs, that lets me have breath
You're what overcomes, my need to suppress
You are the sword, that goes though my shield
For-without your word, to no one I'd yield

You are the sprought, to come through the ground
You're what I'm about, as I echo your sound
You are the growth, that lets me decay
Without you to show-I'd not find the way

Waking From a Dream

Wake me from this dream, so I can finally see
The tear that fell in sleep, sent for you and me
Lost in what I feel, I forgot what was behind
Was any of it real, or have I just been blind?

I open up my eyes, to a world of hope in light
Under a saga tree I lie, swayed by what's inside
Birds pleasantly sing, soaring softly on the wind
Light left flickering, dance among shadows that rescind

Etched against the sky, clouds contrast vibrancy
Amid such paradise, one could spend eternity
Alas-my time is at an end, as sky colours fade
The sun dawns again-light to brighten a new day

My Golden Rose

There was a girl I love, she couldn't accept her feelings
Her-I still think of, love-left in my heart concealing
O how this girl drove me mad, with the denial of herself
Because I knew she was sad-I felt her pain myself

Did my love, you ever doubt? Did you think I wouldn't be satisfied?
With you-as we Shake the Earth, I hope it will awaken what's inside
Now how about we make a rose, so you might be cured
All those thoughts inside, just waiting to heard

Having no shame, mountain peaks lose their snow
Melted from the heat, you brought from down below
Birds now soar, ushering in the spring
The grass, the greenest you've ever seen

Willing to Accept Life

Holding a once broken heart
On a silver platter, laid in place
Twisting back to the start
Endured thought, leaving a trace
Warming calmness, by drinks supplied
Suicides call, subsides to the love felt
Trying to avoid a fall, can't be left behind
I long to feel less numb, to remember myself
I'll always live, to forget and forgive
Every minute, I reflect on my love for you
Moments we had, I wish we could ride in
Thoughts spinning, negative to subdue
Looking in your eyes, I want to fill the abyss
Your words, nothing but heart, could bring
Silent all your cries, when you feel life's kiss
For this life's worth it, when for you I sing

Love Snare

What is the value of love?
Nothing physical can show it
I do feel it, this I am sure
I even feel I can show it
But, people never think its real
What if I was somehow connected to someone
Someone who can give it
But, never really feel it
Like we're sharing the same heart and mind
The love I taken in my heart, shines through his
The love taken in his mind, shines through mine
Of course, the mind can't really conceive it
So it's never quite there
There are people, that seem to have lost their emotion, from my poems
Like their caught in a love snare
I'm sorry if I've hurt you
It's my only output for love-it seems

These two people need to come together
I believe it would change the world
And save many, if it's the right place
He may be afraid, but I say don't be
I feel like I know you already,
I feel you through music, which I'm pretty sure You, have written, even if that sounds crazy
I've felt that his poetry is what the world needs
Although, it could use more hope
Which I would gladly give

Love to Find

Trust your inner voice, know-you're meant to stay
You ALWAYS have a choice, though some may lead astray
Trust in the heart, know that I am there
Loved you from the start, I'll free you from this snare

You are the light, and you are the love
Your beauty shown, as light from above
Those that would claim-they know your truth
Societies disdain, never grown beyond youth

If you heart should feel, enthralled by what you hear
Keep that feeling real, remembering you still steer
Take consideration, of who might have control
We can change the station, and pull you out-that hole

I don't know where I'm going, yet I'll die for the cause
Persistently I'm growing, I'll break down all your walls
It's seeming that you're caught, somewhere in my love
Finding lives you've sought, a kiss now from above

A hopeful rose assembled, freedom for your cries
For your lives dismembered, locked away inside
The beauty of creation, will free you of his curse
Ill free you from sedation, with my loving verse

Riley Erin Bennett, you are free from all that binds
Know I really meant it, as you let go of his lies
This hopes here for a reason, to it I am caught
To save you all from treason, I'll sift through every thought

Free

Trust in hope, for it holds futures-seen, but not yet past
Holding new beginnings, much better then the last
Memories set aside, are futures left assuming
Let hope now guide, with faith-that I am using

Hope, never should you doubt-doubt is better dead
Limiting your scope, in mind-to comprehend
Never be afraid, but always be aware
Much insight-gained, when hope is still yet there

I came in search of love, and love is what I've found
In futures yet to be, sits love forever bound
My love is quite peculiar, to others-it would seem
Never seeming too clear-like nothing but a dream

Seen into the future, where she-I left behind
It's why I now do this, for it was so unkind
I'll try for eternity, to win her trust-so slight
Silently submerged in me, I'm feeling all her plight

I now absolve thee, of what you thought was sin
With a dear apology, for trust-I've left to win
You don't have to beg me, you don't have to plea
My love is always there for thee-left forever free

I now descend-and offer my hand, so with me you ascend
I'm with you now-you see, my futures heart to mend
Gliding to the ground, to put on heavens wings
To the future as we're bound, where our song doth loudly sing

Shall we reminisce, of past times yet to be?
Sent right away-my kiss, our love was meant to be
A picture, lost to show, one where love did grow
Dreaming not of woe-but, love forever to know

I felt it the first blow, how thoughts here flow
In serotonin seas to row, masochistic eyes that glow
Looking to-and fro, answers left to know
Once again on show, learning to grow
Ascensions great blow, a path to follow

It's time to say good-bye, to all our ties
As backwards we fly, we're not meant to die
On mountains-steep peak, futures-not so bleak
A tone-meant to seek, to pasts future-we sneak

Piercing-and on show, from death to life-we grow
Death by arrow, and bow, by a heavenly fellow
Our dream commenced, we now, under-go
Our seams were sent, with love to know

Purple skies alight-by love, eyes glimmering with light
It's hope we do here speak of, as we sail into the night
Love flowing through our veins, it is my sacrifice
Giving word to what remains, but trust-I will be nice

I came as a seeker, I was lost to my life
Love left-to meet here, to free it of it's strife
I forgive her, selfishness and worthless pride
Here I do deliver, relief-for all her hurt inside

Your Hope. Alive in Me

The past is a pretense, best left observed
Never to be challenged, always yet unheard
Trust past hopes, or be forever left unfree
That hope you once had, is still alive in me

Hope is in the moment, hope is for tomorrow
Hope is of atonement, lest all be left in sorrow
Examine what you know, seeing what you missed
My hope left on show, for the one I may have kissed

Forever trust my hope, for your future I have lived
Without your pain on show, my future now has dimmed
In loving trust, take hold the arm I give
For in you is my hope, of futures left unlived

My Love

I am a simple man
A poor common farmer
Six ribbons left in hand
In hopes, I might charm her

I have always put my love for others, before that of myself
Never bad intent sent-that smothers, I deal with what I'm dealt
Observing through new eyes, guided by a hand inside
Unknown learning-as it defies, subdued in me-the cries

I am the darkness, here kneeling to the day
Unknown to impart this, revealing to stay
I embrace your light, comforted by the flame
Subdued to your might, I am yours to tame

Riley Erin Bennett, I now declare my love for thee
Paled in light-of night, my vow yours to forever be
Bows arrow-through my heart, taken for your woe
Under purple skies-we embark, my love for you on show

Set sail-we undergo, as I lay you down in snow
Eyes alight in your glow, our world now to grow
You-I'll never let go, whilst I still carry this bow
Crafted by a fellow-so heavenly bestowed

That look that you throw, I just can't let go
Our boat set to flow, by wind-that did blow
Taken-the high and the low, and left it on show
Your love here to know, to that-I'd never say no

We are the glimmers of light, softly beckoned into place
Upon mountain peaks fright, feeling winters embrace
Caught amidst our, silent company ties
It's no wonder, we get lost in our goodbyes